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shadow so low inside

Updated: Jan 19, 2021

curled up in a cradle of curvaceous bone

on one frigid summer’s day

you entered

...thought to myself, I will be the one to stab you

but not with the knife you brought as my gift…

just below where that baby sleeps disfigured and half-tamed

you entered and she woke

on behalf of everyone else, you will be coerced

taking into account a perceived weakness

now it’s time to cry, come on baby…cry

weep little fawn…keep weeping

…but baby knows, what you don’t

She is wicked and wielding

my dark shelter

a precious veiled advantage

walking out the front door

mask off with your ridiculous cheap kitchen knife stuffed back into your backpack

offering to drive you to the bank

…needing just a few more moments baby...

when the cops surround the car, guns drawn

baby stops crying, immediately

once they have you…

blunt like that blade and raw like your pig thrusts

…I tell the officers, “he raped me..."

baby whispers, extirpating words

”you are fucking finished”

sealed and sentenced, baby carried it all the way through

my little shade will gnaw and feast on you for 27 years

nestled here right at the bottom of my brain

shh … hush sweet baby

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