payfayeNov 20, 20211 minWormwoodfilling the air into the nose earth and fire let all this anger expire mix with sandalwood stir and grind into dust elders come in trust...
payfayeSep 2, 20211 mingratitude journal entryToday has started out peaceful. Eden...I am pleased with the warm sun.
payfayeAug 31, 20212 minA blog on luckWe have left the 20 years war behind us. “See how lucky you are” I hear some voice say. I cried for the mothers, so lonely and in pain....
payfayeApr 17, 20211 minSpring thoughtsRobin eye-striking me twice yellow ringed piercing attention body too large for the perch gathered dead grass and mud attempting the...
payfayeApr 10, 20211 minhopelittle black kitty vibrates on my chest listening to the world wood, asphalt, and glass imagining the forest where rain fills the rivers...
payfayeFeb 23, 20211 minCorner of South Pearl and Archstyrofoam cup filled with a blessed morning capturing the message of the daily bread publication the ease of slumber forced off with...
payfayeFeb 3, 20211 minembers and ashthis love is delighted by our own embers remember we are honest as a child soothed in arms of mother hunger before a plate of food a...
payfayeJan 26, 20211 minThis and Thosemy blooming flower moving mouth opening…praying my core crystal shining spine cleaving…cleaning my kiss to the soil feather finger...
payfayeJan 18, 20211 minshadow so low inside curled up in a cradle of curvaceous bone on one frigid summer’s day you entered ...thought to myself, I will be the one to stab you but...
payfayeJan 15, 20211 minCrabsky blazed in orange and crimson full sun swooping gulls call with glee a warming soft inner pressed upward the ocean’s saltiness lingers...
payfayeDec 10, 20201 mina forest full of treesfibrous ossein brittle… break creak hum till time rots wood center strong then grinds the rest to dust dead deep the wound of …a slow...
payfayeNov 25, 20201 minThe Centering while raking leaves birds dart from perch to feed sprite and feathered Mid-November centered in my work the earth is cold yet busy with...
payfayeNov 14, 20201 minspirit says it will be okaymoments rooted like anchors exist timeless beyond configurations child leading her sister down the road, trusting truck bed staring...
payfayeNov 14, 20201 minDesiretumbled, napped… dulced with visions of sephirah surfeits …soothed by spirited touch… light adulterations… loosening …dense plumes...
payfayeNov 12, 20201 minbees dipping in the shallows to find sweetness the nectaries so heavy and swollen swaying as the breeze welcomes workers tuffled in tension,...
payfayeNov 12, 20201 min Berkshires' November Ceremony Hills sides laid with summers spent clothes, swaths of crumbling orange and red Discarded, ready to transform from outer dressing to rich...
payfayeOct 20, 20201 minkeeping it realmy motives called here to focus on me. a role to play. a boundary to protect. · identity me, I am absolutely...completely entangled onto...
payfayeAug 29, 20205 min4 monthsIt has been 4 months since I have felt like blogging. I have been in the mood to do just about everything else but sit at my computer. ...
patienceApr 16, 20202 minResilence ~ AceThe past is the past. I am not fully my past, but yet the past works it's self into my present. I see my mother and my grandmother...
payfayeMar 21, 20203 minAnti-Social Attic RehabCollectively- we are all social distancing ourselves. Guilty pleasure - I have enjoyed most of this time. It is not a secret though I...