Knitted...Knotted...Mirror... Mirror...

I do follow his videos daily and wanted to save this one for all the interesting bits within.

This week has been busy. I was able to get a lot done at my job (which I love very much), while also juggling the added layers of two therapists and the couples therapy which is ongoing. Even when we are not with the therapist day in and day out, we have our therapy homework and a shared goal of working towards a safe space for communication. We really needed this—we really needed an additional support system because it helps us build larger safe spaces for us to work through

This weekend was incredibly relaxing, but somehow I got a lot done! I donated four bags of clothing after weeks of decluttering, which is so unlike me, yet here I am doing it weekend after weekend lol. I spent quality time with a friend and just enjoyed the moment. I went thrift store shopping (same place I dropped off the four bags of clothes so I dropped off four bags, and then came home three separate clothing pieces I feel like that is a very good trade… Leading me towar

Really, the sky is a beautiful sight. Thankful for the view tonight, my heart swells in love for the moments of reprieve. Real reprieve. A pause. Anyway, that's what I want and need. I'm working out some stable peace within the thoughts I'm tracking—I get restless—and that is why joy is a channel and a release. It’s been weeks now of heightened, too-much-caffeine energy because I fell in love with a caffeinated drink (sadly, it’s not calorie-free). Anyway, I want the space of

Today is a Thelemic holiday! I touched on this briefly with Josh - as he isn't very interested in Thelema - I kept it brief. But today is recognized as the first day Crowley received The Book of the Law. April 8 (Day 1): The first chapter, voiced by Nuit , the Egyptian goddess of the infinite night sky. This chapter introduces the core law: "Do what thou wilt shall be the whole of the Law." April 9 (Day 2): The second chapter, voiced by Hadit , representing the infinit

It is a slow week—it’s the kind of week I am relieved to find myself in. This last weekend was so much cuddling and connection time. We had a fire, the first of the season, and I hammocked! There were crumbs in bed, and little sips between big sips with skin-sticky contact points. It was one of those epic chill weekends—winter isn't even here anymore and we are happy about it. Last week ended with some stress and my fears were tested again—because I have them—fears, and they

It really feels like spring. For that I have so much joy. The rain is on its way... starting in about 13 minutes, according to my weather app. For the last few weeks I have been cocooning a bit - it's been good to take naps, and rest and repeat. Yesterday I started looking at our England trip dates and really dug in on the finer details of places we will stay, the train to Edinburgh's time slots and logistics. I want to give Josh some WOW moments - like a castle visit, a stun

I have had a lot of Jelly Belly jelly beans this week because I got a huge…. insane, actually… a large amount of them - 47 different flavors. I have enjoyed each one that I have treated myself to. We had a really fun dog play date last weekend and we have another one planned for this Saturday. In between I have been enjoying creating some fun projects and cuddling with the creatures who bring me so much peace and comfort. My closet has come together so nicely! It's what I

Last night I went to the Latern and Root - to find out more about this summoning letter and secret mission. The Lantern had a soso performer - did not spark my interst. For the first time ever though I was invited into the lower poriton - the Root! And I met my partners.... we have to get to the tomb and find the relic. So far we have rescued a frog/chicken and I am figuriong out the strengths and follies of my conpaions as we move towards the tomb. Babe (my donkicorn) -

This album has been so fun this last month or so - it just been a real fun treat to have it on and dance around to it. I am just thankful for all the feels it gives me.

Josh finally returned from his work trip last night. I missed him a whole bunch; reconnection is always so sweet. I have been anxious this last week. It’s something I am aware that I need to work through. I look forward to a future where the anxiousness will fade away. My Thursday thoughts are these: I want to feel safe and have rest. I will give it time for peace to fall in line. I need a protective bubble right now of quiet where no one but the most select few offers soft s

By Aleister Crowley

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It's been such an adventure lately - I would like our love to create more love for everyone but - when that is unrelaistic - the most important piece is what we create with one another, for each other. It is US in this life - togeather. We will work out out the rough edges and trample through the challenges in our unique blend of ways- I am emboldened by the heat of our passion and drive of our Wills.