Knitted...Knotted...Mirror... Mirror...

It feels like we are in hibernation mode. The house is still out of sorts through each day it does improve. I haven't worked out enough; I am feeling it for sure. I hope to get to the gym tonight. This last week has been about nursing old wounds reopened and that needed some additional mending. How many times in one year, 10 years, 20 years do I need to do this? A true curiosity in the art of healing. I am down for it - I want to improve in my abilities to receive and

We have survived the snow storm....so far. It has been treacherous - Josh almost got frost bite while out there briefly just shoveling a small path way for us to walk. I have been sick. Resting most of the day, medicated, soothed by cough drops, littering my blankets with some tissues. I am thankful the snow strorm took place on the weekend when I had no work to do. I did manange to make quikent soup. I am in love with being home durring a snow storm. I love the way

My sister texted me last night wondering if Ibhad any recordings- this is the first time since I talked to her on the phone in early June- that I have heard her say “hi”. ♥️♥️♥️

So lately, it’s been a lot of studying and concentration. I am trying to tip in the other direction tonight—I should probably put some effort into staying up late and doing some dancing. I worked hard yesterday, and then I had fun. I had an adventure this morning, and then I studied for five hours. Basically, it’s about that point I am trying to get to. There have been a lot of thoughts, but they’re tucked into a different place for another aim. I want to give myself a chance

Winter is here. We celebrated the solstice last week... it was dark yet intuitively light, as we lit a lot of candles, spoke over flames, and met with our friends virtually for a toast. Today is all post-Christmas feelings — with the swollen and the full — my fingers feel swollen with salt and sugar — and so today is a fast — a much-needed fast. It has been night after night with the gift of rich foods and company, and shared gluttony — but in good faith, for the longing of h

This isn't just a simple change; this is a full-on mission of refinement, realignment, and connection. Energy is moving! I am not a leaf blowing in the wind, bouncing off whatever surface happens to be closest. I am not a delicate snowflake falling randomly. Nope. I am willful. I am determined to listen, watch, learn, and direct. I'm smart, and I'm blessed with every tool I need to keep building a world that doesn't just hold me, but actively serves and enhances my Will and t

Time is flying by because I have been so very busy. I am now into my new job—week 3! And there is snow on the ground, and we are just a few weeks from Yule and Christmas. When I am not working hard at learning my new job, I have been studying and prepping for an exam. A lot is going on, and we have not put up the tree yet. I plan to do that this weekend. Everything has been a whirlwind of new things, coming fast, yet I am staying centered within myself and believing in myself

Today is my last day at my airline Administrative Assistant job. I am moving on to a new role, in a new field. I have been wanting this for so very long, and I am working hard to set myself up for success. I start my new position on Monday, November 17th. There are a lot of exciting changes coming, but also new challenges and stresses to work through. I want to jump in and hit the ground running, but I also want to take it slow and absorb and transform at a healthy pace. I wa

“Honestly if I could get you to write something small but passionate about your trust and love for and with Josh that would be amazing!”...

I love this time of year for getting cozy with Josh. There are so many things I look forward to when we get into bed. First the...

There is little sleeping...well, I hope soon to be sleeping~but not until I share some feelings that have been manhandled by a lot of...

I was up late just rereading a ritual and imagining myself moving through each part. I am up late and no one esle is awake in the house...

I am working with my friend Elaine to get some art in for Poetic License show. She came over last weekend and we had a lot of fun! I...

There is a lot that I would like to say to you - just between me and you - now that your everywhere. it is just between me and...

My beautiful mother Cindy - Loving and protecting her little ones.... The last time I posted was June 9th. I had a plan to post the...

The building of this place - our space - has taken time to create. The current state of our 5th dimension: expansive and intimate. There...

Unbeknownst to the reader I am bare, part of my routine to write this morning - nothing, to get me to sit down and focus - clothing an...

(a poem about promises, passage, and presence) This is about promises - or rites of passage - a privilege, to calm waters and safe...