Time is so precious and Saturn-ly complicated when it comes to needing it, more of it, congruently...or slowed and on that rare crisp occasion of warp speed.

It been a lot to do and a lot to take in and a lot to fit into place fore the balance to be maintined - but here I am drinking my coffee (that is soooo FUCKING delisciuos, that good ...worth the emphasis, good) getting ready for an early fall feel long run. Reflecting over the last month or so and find myself so fast forwaed ahead that it is a compleletly difrenent life! That is what I have found, it's been a lot of transformations and full speed ahead....and invites of the heart in so many ways.... Life is diffrent now , we have a new puppy and she is needy and little and full of sweet puppy breath and demons - that we got to get a handle on. Like the constant chewing. I will freeze her some toys and finger swish over it and then call on my powers with in from about to work my way through it like a pledge of intention. I will... Her name is Barleigh and she is full of LIFE...she was 8 weeks when we got her, just a week after we got back from our trip to England. She is growing fast and now is in her 11th week. She is just a destoyer of all things that happen to blow in the wind and cross her path typically fallen leaves and ants. She has teeth like a pirrana and is ever so explorative. So I am on my toes moving around and dancing when she is napping. Life is really busy. And I am working hard at my job to provide excellent service, to be a source of support and to be a dependable component of a positive work vibe and work positive tribe. I like my job a lot. It feels good to be able to write that, and I am grateful. I am finding a lot of rewards in the experience. Yes, I do pinch myself still, I am a bit smitten with that reality. Unbelievable, yet completely real. There are many things on the horizon that I am looking towards, I am moving at a particular pace because I want to provide the attention and the affection that the important components of my life thrive with, you have no idea how much I lingered over the other descriptive option here , just as applicable..".jives" with, but I chose Thrive. Somatic breathing - something that I am going to take on for a 30 day trial. I am also taking some Book Keeping classes and working myself through the PACE certificate program. So time is something I could say - I would love more of - to do all the things I want to do while hugging a puppy who will never grow up and will stay small, and create the puppet youtube and puppy instagram and finish the Head Trip Zine - as in the wild ride of a head trip I have been on this year....(which I WILL finish).... it just has to be at a leisurely pace one that will allow me to linger with the puppy. as she is little and keeps me focused on the joy of life, as do my older dogs, as I am fortuante enough that they are still sharing it with me...and I need some rest a little here and there. ...So it is slow going and it is perfect.

I leave for my long run shortly - to get my head on straight and feel the grounding force of the path ahead. I will come home and do meditation and breathing, then classes and cleaning....then music and dancing ... and in between all of it will be Barleigh things and Hedy things, and Willow things.... and some other things.