an interesting place in an interesting time for one to be alive
- payfaye
- Jul 17
- 4 min read
it is just the world, I think you can agree.
When I watch the news I feel various sorts of alarms but this isn't - on the flip it is exciting to live when lasting history is being made - I can't wish my way back (forth, forward) with idealistic idea of "power to the people" marches, the fashion was on point and that is the least of the obsession with that collective weirding time - which would be nice to be in that vibe... (but then there was Vietnam shit) and ... well this isn't even about that - I mean now it slightly is but the other things are more important to focus. Below.
Anyway it is Friday. I am very happy about this. I had a lovely most wonderful work week. I got to be at home with my dogs a lot - and that is never hitting me wrong every time I wake up and tell them its you and me all day, they lock in and follow me every where, even Hedy who now has some strugles with her breathing. So that been just a wondeful life blessing that makes the what ever, more whatever-y ....weighty , because i am slightly calibrated to be capable of finding myself drenched in messaging obsession. I guess I was thinking about the Arche Type Virgo and all the "types" of aspects that could be applied to that type of behaivor. But I am a Leo sun - so what - it just more bits to reflect on a shared psychological approach to picking apart yourself filled with whimsical aspects….a strange history - all captivating to me. to each, one’s own.
When I was loving on the sun this week I was projecting thoughts - this from one to another (like personification and a chance to open a bit of an irratonal state)... and well that is a fun mind to get into. you know, for me it throws off its self right after - because I tie myself with words to a strong anchor - which is simply laying down a repeated pattern of words to keep myself grounded so I project project project into the sun myself and I find confidence in the words which enliven my mind... it is enjoyable as a practice for me.
I feel happy about this summer and how lovely the weather has been despirte the Canadian wild fires which have been felt here for the last few days like so many sharing that exprience - the world catches on fire, and what a reminder that the winds carry air from so far away to so many palces and we all.... breath it all in from every where. which is just common knowledge only you don't really stop and think about it often till there is smoke from far away hanging out and blocking the sun. The sun was hot pink! ...those noxious fumes created errie fog like feels. - But yes this summer has been lovely with all of the green nature, and the nature trails, and the zero ticks I have encounterd (so far), and I found a elecrtic powered water gun but I just played with it a bit and then left it as I hope the owners would come back. The back porch off our bedroom has been a nice spot to chill in as long as the sun sits somewhat behind the house or when it is the golden hour of pre sunset...post set when there are so many dark silowets of the familiar landscpae but its like diffrent and that is pretty intresting when you get new view round 2 off the porch.
Lately I have felt lighter, and that is a good thing, it's a good progression into the warmth of this season and into all the excitment of what is to come - like all of the good feelings of autum, and the beauty of that time of year is just something I tend to draw on first. It would be nice to take a drone off from Mount Greylock. I would love to do that in the autum. Having had many opportuniteis to talk and recalibrate various things and that has been a positive experience for me... but it's has not been super pretty. I do believe in that prhase beautiy is in the eye of the beholder though ...so ya never know. The human experience perceptually in slightly less "gravity" - it is interesting and enjoyable, lightness.
I don't know what is going to happen in the future - but things look strange... it seems like freaky strange in a lot of ways.- like I do want to say to that big face in the microphone - to shut up and go away- he was going on and on last night and we just walked out on him onto the back porch to get a break form the insanity. Such is the the world of late and it is very interesting.
It is the weekend now - and there is fun to be had. The county fair starts on Tuesday of next week. I am hoping to go and to eat fried dough. I do enjoy looking at the show rabbits...those big droopy eared bunnies with rolly soft bodies. Also I do go to watch the hypnotist from a far - across the way in the large parakeet cage filled with birds.
Well any way this is Friday! I think this weekend I will get into The Legacy of Hogwarts, my hammock, ice cream dreams, and a move at the drive-in.
I love blood orange lemonade.
I love beautiful love songs and sappy honey bananas....
I love stained glass shadows all over my room when set on low - this gives an extension to the gem.
We have new neighbors.
Josh just got home and is also in a Friday mood.
The sun a few days ago:
This is some star placement stuff predictions of traits- like a persona examination - am I and do I?
I have a fan crush on this lady
Good night
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