On Noticing Each Day is Brighter from the Northern Hemisphere of My Life

So lately, it’s been a lot of studying and concentration. I am trying to tip in the other direction tonight—I should probably put some effort into staying up late and doing some dancing. I worked hard yesterday, and then I had fun. I had an adventure this morning, and then I studied for five hours. Basically, it’s about that point I am trying to get to.

There have been a lot of thoughts, but they’re tucked into a different place for another aim. I want to give myself a chance—the best chance I can—and if I am aimed just right, it will find its way because of perfected desire for union. And I want it. I am a true lover; I’ve been building these points of desire. This is the romantic in me, what has been set up to be my chemistry—aesthetically and hermetically.

In a state of getting that realization—this tether between me and the "Other"—come to me. Realize a little bit of this tension, a little bit of this longing, a little bit of this reflection back into my center, my heart. It’s a spectrum of full-body sensations. I am warmed by you; kiss me over and over. These are my whispers. I greet you with my arms open; I welcome you and bend. This is my shelter, my body a cradle... your home. A day spent worshipping my entire solar adventure, bringing the light into this manifestation.

A link between two grows slowly closer. That is what I am currently journeying on. Each time, I am confronting the contours. The rays are reaching me, and I delight.