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My Next Adventure: Thoughts on Transition and Growth
Today is my last day at my airline Administrative Assistant job. I am moving on to a new role, in a new field. I have been wanting this for so very long, and I am working hard to set myself up for success. I start my new position on Monday, November 17th. There are a lot of exciting changes coming, but also new challenges and stresses to work through. I want to jump in and hit the ground running, but I also want to take it slow and absorb and transform at a healthy pace. I wa
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Nov 6, 20252 min read


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Oct 5, 20250 min read
My Key Holder
“Honestly if I could get you to write something small but passionate about your trust and love for and with Josh that would be amazing!”...
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Sep 14, 20253 min read
As much as I need action I also need rest…
I love this time of year for getting cozy with Josh. There are so many things I look forward to when we get into bed. First the...
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Sep 11, 20251 min read
The best way to love me while I am alive ~> this way.
There is little sleeping...well, I hope soon to be sleeping~but not until I share some feelings that have been manhandled by a lot of...
payfaye
Sep 9, 20252 min read
a diary page found strewn (shrewd) about at Chernobyl
I was up late just rereading a ritual and imagining myself moving through each part. I am up late and no one esle is awake in the house...
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Sep 3, 20252 min read


Poetic License 2025 Art Show!
I am working with my friend Elaine to get some art in for Poetic License show. She came over last weekend and we had a lot of fun! I...
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Aug 29, 20251 min read
Transmutation resulting from relational permutations and computations. A letter to my mother after her death.
There is a lot that I would like to say to you - just between me and you - now that your everywhere. it is just between me and...
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Aug 7, 20253 min read


Cindy Lee Anderson - This is just one small portion of our love story. I will start at the end. You died on June 11, 2025.
My beautiful mother Cindy - Loving and protecting her little ones.... The last time I posted was June 9th. I had a plan to post the...
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Jul 13, 20258 min read
The Creation Story- part 2 - commentary continued -Semblance of Form - constructional theory - towards trinity.
The building of this place - our space - has taken time to create. The current state of our 5th dimension: expansive and intimate. There...
payfaye
May 29, 20253 min read
The Creation Story - commentary on constructional theory and personal narrative behind our shared 5th Dimension. Part 1.
Unbeknownst to the reader I am bare, part of my routine to write this morning - nothing, to get me to sit down and focus - clothing an...
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May 14, 20252 min read


Expressing Myself
<3 Happy Nuit Day <3 I am grateful.
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Apr 8, 20251 min read


memoirs of a devotee
...my devotional body... coiled my lips yearn to move my tongue to smooth my form just a billet-doux saying I love you wanting...
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Feb 16, 20251 min read


Alive and on Fire
Chest opens— the first signal, an exchange, carbon released. Prearranged, this spiraled interplay, rekindled by the flame, alveoli...
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Dec 2, 20241 min read


An Intro Recently Expressed to Friends.
My name is Patience, though I often go by “Elicitwords” because I’m constantly trying to elicit words that express my inner feelings and...
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Nov 7, 20241 min read


In Memory of Zoe
I love you. My forever friend.
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Nov 7, 20241 min read


Corination
Glasya-Labolas lingers, An unconsecrated presence, obediently moving, Swelled with joy for an anticipated end. On this heavy night,...
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Aug 22, 20241 min read
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